I'm sharing some of my journal musings with you today. Don't worry, I won't share the stuff that would make you think I'm completely whacked! :)
I’ve been dealing with uncertainty in my life lately, perhaps you have been too. I’m hoping this gives you food for thought & encouragement.
“I’ve heard the saying so often, life is about the journey not the destination. Honestly, I get really sick of that concept, especially when I am feeling like I’m am right now. Feeling uncertain and wanting to know answers and the outcome of so many areas in my life. When I get in this kind of funk, I forget about the journey. I get completely focused on the destination. How important that part is to remember. Being present, there it is again!
As I think about this deeper, what I want to accomplish, or where I want to arrive, where I am feeling led by God, is in part what gives me excitement and drive to keep going in the midst of the uncertainty!
The unknowns are what make me crazy, but also keeps the mystery of life and of God alive. The unknowns are the future, not the present. The unknowns are what gives me the need to keep going, moving forward in life.
If I had it all neatly laid out before me, tied up in a pretty bow; if I knew for certain how it all would look in the end, would I get bored? Knowing myself as I do, I would say yes indeed I would get bored.
Would I work as hard to attain it if I knew exactly how it was going to happen? If I didn’t have to trust or believe in anything outside of myself? I’m thinking yes, I would totally give up, because I don’t have that kind of strength in and of myself. Thank God He gives me the ability keep trusting and believing…”